This was absolutely brilliant, an intoxicating read, I found myself wishing it wouldn't end!
It's fascinating to read your experience and your feelings, curiosities and especially your openness with your partner, which I must admit I'm envious of. Having fun together, going off on your own solo and then finding your way back to each other is amazing, and quite symbolic.
The openness and all-encompassing level of acceptance which seems to accompany fetish parties is something which doesn't seem to exist anywhere else. I'm still to try a fetish party myself (if they ever open again), and if it's anything like how you've described, I absolutely cannot wait.
Thank you for sharing :)